Sayg tp Geram !

hmm.... i know i said that i'm gonna update my blog after my finals...but...i just need to spell this out right now!! tah la.. have u ever have a friend who is just soooooooooooo hard for u to get into her? well, i think i have one.. malas nk cite pnjang coz i still havent finish studying for my next pape which is BIOCHEMISTRY.. terpakse huruf besar coz biochem mmg sgt susah... back to the topic.. i dunno whether die anggap saye mcm kwn rapat die yg laen ataw x...tp saye mmg anggap die sebagai one of kwn rapat...tp...anytin ..anytin...ANYTINNNNN i've said its just cm wind passing her by.. rebelling everytin i said is just who she is.. tah tah tah..xtaw nk explain cm ne... kdg2...i wish i cud tell her my problems n i wanna share a lil bit about my "uninteresting" life with her..but every single time i start to said anytin that i have suffered from..she would start to braggg everytin that SHE had suffered from... err... agak becelaru ayat tu..tp xtaw nk explain cm ne... tp agak nye sesape yg bace ni paham kot.. all of the days that i've spend with her, not a single day of it x best...sume nye sgt happening n sgt happie.. but then there's the thing that yg buat our relationship a lil bit uneasy...i wishh i cud just change the way she thinks about this world...the way that she always expecting bad things that gonna happen..sumtimes we have to be optimistic about certain things...dgn care tu bru la kite dpt usehe lebeh gigih utk get that thing...xpe la... any how, she's still my friend... i know that im not perfect either, but i wish we could stay friends 4 ever...